Rubber Band LIESAbout two months ago I started having a pain in my side. The first day it happened it was all I could do to keep my friend from taking me to the hospital, but I refused, saying I'd make a doctor's appointment later and get it checked out. I kept putting it off, and putting it off, hoping it would go away on it's own and I wouldn't have to deal with a doctor. (I hate doctors.) I finally caved this past week. I've been poked and prodded in places I'd rather not discuss. I've had an X-rays and ultrasounds and an up-coming cat scan. (Joy.) They've found a couple things wrong with me.. but they're still not sure if that's what's causing the pain.. and it's getting worse. It hurts when I laugh too hard now. (Comedy Central goes out the window)...and I'm sure everything will be fine. I'm not really worried, it's probably just a combination of the things they've told me.
Long story short, they made me give blood today. *glare* And I hate giving blood. I like blood. I LOVE blood... but I'm not digging the whole tie a rubber band around your arm and poke you and prod you and tell you to sit still while we jam this into you. "It won't hurt. It's just like a misquito bite." LIES! FILTHY, FILTHY LIES! They brought another white coat in to hold my arm down while the first one stuck me... it was still better than the ultrasound.. I lay on my back."Somewhere Over the Rainbow" removing conscious thoughts from my mind. Images of my best friend hugging me played behind my glassy eyes, the whole time attempting to focus only on the weight of his bracelett on my wrist... Lord, I'm not proud of that... *shakes head* Whatever, though. Hopefully, the specialist I'm seeing on Friday will tell me it's just my kidneys, and it's nothing crucial, etc.
...It'll be fine. I have bigger things to worry about right now, anyway. I have my China course, and my band, and all of that. I'm not sick... and everything will be just fine. Juuuuuuuust fine. ^_^
Distressed
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